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I've got a big cut on my lower lip as though someone's run a razorblade ir knife across it but it wasn't there this morning. Or earlier this afternoon. In fact I've just noticed it but I don't know where it came from. I didn't have it before lunch but I didn't have any sharp implements for that meal. Alternative stigmata? Could be.

I got a box of jelly beans in town today. I love them so much. They taste so good. I am rather hyper now because I've eaten so many of them. I'm sitting on the landing at the computer. The landing has a patterned carpet of which a large portion is red. I dropped a red jelly bean on the carpet and couldn't see it so I ended up crawling around the landing peering under things looking for it. The cats tried to help but they sort of got in the way. I finally decided I was never going to find it and gave up. I then immediately spotted the runaway red jelly bean. Success! Then I fed it to one of the cats. Fisho likes jelly beans too.

This is quite random. I suspect I'll delete this entry soon.

What's wrong with me today? This world week, in fact. I don't know who I am. I've lost myself but I don't know where. I can't help feeling I've done something wrong. It's like I'm guilty of a sin I never commited. I need help. Don't start. I can't live this life again. I'm lost